i can't think.

i can't think.

so you may have noticed that my last post,
i was extremely depressed.

there was good reason for that.

i can't say it here.
i just can't.
it's too horrible.

hunter and i almost broke up.
and then he was about to kill himself.

today, sam came up to me in the hall and said:
"I heard what happened with you and Hunter."

i almost threw up.
i just said what.

and he said
"that you two broke up."

and i thought that was it.
i thought hunter had broken up with me.
because if he'd told sam,
then it would be true.

hunter says differently.
i texted him,
and he said sam seriously misunderstood.


i don't have time to talk now.

i wanted to talk about halloween,
but i don't have time.

maybe after this weekend.
ugh.
i don't know.

fuck it.