spidermonkeysarrgayyy

spidermonkeysarrgayyy

so i'm going to see twilight with my cousin today.

>.<

he says spider monkey )':

shit.

shit.

AHHH skina: I'm seriously ditching everyone.
AHHH skina: I don't even care.
AHHH skina: I don't like anyone at all basically.
AHHH skina: It's not the people
AHHH skina: it's just I'm not a people person on any level.
starshipstop: ):
starshipstop: hunter...
AHHH skina: what?
starshipstop: i love you
AHHH skina: love you too


that makes me feel terrific.

sound::

sound;;

i decided to do something constructive,
so i made a playlist.

it's on the sidebar, as you can probably see.

just some random songs i thought of

there are 14
you probably can't see them all,
and unfortunately, there isnt a scroll
so you just have to click the last song on the screen
to go down.

check it out

(:

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!

I'M IN SUCH A SHITTY MOOD.

I'm so fucking sick of everything.
hunter won't talk to me,
ever since he left the hospital on... tuesday? or something.
and when he does, he gets really angry and just yells at me.

charlotte
keeps biting and chewing on everything, including me.
and peeing everywhere.
i'm so sick of chasing her around.

school
is so damn boring, i swear. it's like hell.

IT'S SO FUCKING COLD OUTSIDE.
and charlotte has to be taken out every fifteen minutes.
and every day after school i have to wait outside for twenty minutes.

i swear. i just hate everything.

i'm in one of those

GOD
DAMMIT
I
WISH
I'D
JUST
EXPLODE!

moods.

yeah.
whatever.

biology

biology

i'm in biology, and i just finished mai test.

my teacher let the whole class retake the test with notes.

and i got a ninety-six this time :D

i think i may want to post later, because this one's so short.
about to leave for second block.

geez i hate school.

k.bai.

humphhh.

humphhh.

it's been so long since i've written.

hunter never came over.
after his dentist appointment he texted me:

in the parking lot, my mother said that she's tired of me having my own political and religious views and that it's unnatural for people my age to not have the same views as their parents and that i'm nothing to her and she said i can't go to your house and that she's going to beat me as hard as she can when we get home, and if i choose not to take it, she'll shave my head.

i hate his mother.

but things are better with us now, after else everything happened.



KK. no more sad talk.

today i had a test in bio D:<

i got one freaking point away from a B.

but afterwards, i decided i'd randomly pull up my blog,
and the school's filter allowed it ^.^

Christina saw it, and so she said she was going to make one.

so yeah.
coolzies.
...wtf?
idk (:
i'm being random.

wtvr.
i'm cold.
my hands are warm for some reason.
i want to go do gay stuff on gaia.

aurevoir.



((oh and by the way, Alex isn't cheating on Christina.))

meep

meep

today is monday,
and tomorrow is tuesday.

aka: election day

we're off from school tomorrow.

hunter will be coming over.

this is our chance to talk about things,
about our situation.

things are really not good between us right now.
and i'm hoping tomorrow will help.

i couldn't live if i lost him.

i love him so much...


i'm tired.
i had a really full halloween weekend.
and i need to eat.

i'm sorry this post is short.
i'll write when i can.