this.

this.

this is freaking ridiculous.
this?
life.

i'm sick of being stuckk.
i watch things, read things,
all about other people.

and i can't help but to think
about how i really dislike where i am right now.

my mindset is... horrible.

i keep thinking that things will eventually have to get better,
but i'm so unsure.

i'm really lucky to have ashley.
she helps me in ways i can't even begin to describe.

school is so drama-filled.
meh.

i always want things i can never have.
this is the problem.
this is life.