living.

living is just one big joke,
because in the end, we're all going to die.

so are you supposed to enjoy life while you can?
why're are there so many unhappy things in life?
so many obstacles?

if our time in existance is so short, why does it have to be so difficult?
why can't we just have something solid to believe in, something to hold on to and pray for, if someone's listening.

i know that we can't all be equal, or on the same playing field.
it makes sense, in a grand-scheme kind of way?
what's the grand-scheme, and why aren't we allowed in on it?